Wednesday, August 30, 2006
wad can i do?!
lately things are getting bad. wonder wad is gonna happen to our FRIENDSHIP! everything is getting worse and worse. wad am i gonna do? i'm stuck in the middle. hmms. not onli me. maybe min cheng, jia hao, kenny, xin wen, hui ling, zheng feng. we're all stuck in the middle. wad can we do? it seems like nothing but to choose?! I DON'T THINK SO! choosing dun solve the problem but making it worse. WHY MUST MY LIFE BE LIKE THIS! after all the tons and tons of hurt and cries! i HATE it! so wad if i have some kind of sickness?! so wad if i'm still stuck in the world of darkness?! eu guys are my friends! WAKE UP GUYS! all that eu all do dun solve the problem but hurt others! why can't eu all just talk nicely? i dun give a dam on who side who. i just wan eu guys to be friends again._____________________________________________________________________
no matter wad it seems like i still can't forget him. hmms. maybe my life is meant to be like this. hais. he just dun noe how much i suffer and all the hurt i suffer. hais.
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i'llalwaysloveeuthe.nomatterwadhappen.
cursemeformysinfulsinformakingeusufferinthepast.
eubrokeurpromisebutgodpleasejustcursemeandnothim.
asilovehimlots.
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